Second Times A Charm?

We will be heading in for a second round of the AP Feeding Difficulties Center intensive program. When RoBear's GI heard about him eating the few bites of cake, he thought perhaps we need to give it another shot - especially since we've been trying to get into their outpatient program. In order to do the outpatient they want a 2 week reboot. Hopefully after we finish this off we can get into regular therapy.

We start Monday and this time it will be two weeks instead of four. We are very grateful for that. It's also only four days a week instead of five - yay! 

So prayers please for all of us but especially RoBear. Praying big things for him. 

Before he was born I painted this in his room:

Tonight, running through Hobby Lobby I saw the fuller version. 

The second part resonates with me now as much as the first half did when we had him. It's a daily giving over, or should be. I try and do it on my own forgetting that God gave him to us and will carry out what He has begun. He can bring healing if He chooses, He can guide us either way. And as much as God loves my little boy, more than I can imagine, He also loves me. He will not leave us out to dry, hanging in the wind. He will gather us all up in His loving Daddy arms and comfort and love on us - if we let Him.

So, in asking for prayer for the following weeks yes, please pray that Ro starts eating or tasting solids, but please also pray that I can let go of trying to do this in my power and rest in my Daddy's power, love, affection, comfort, and blessings.

Good night :)